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June 6th, 2005


09:08 am - @ the office...
gosh is going to work always like this?

"bit boring"

oh well mybe bcoz things are restricted for me as being an intern lng...
tho ok n nmn environment..
like im able to chat na 2 b people within my floor...
well still boring...

i would like pa nga ata clerical work.. at least dame dame un at i reaLly know wat top do...

unlike sa projct dev.
stiff.. too specific...

at least till 11am lng me ngyon got to go to skul ksi..

lalo na overdur\e books ngyon sa skul is 10PESOS PER BOOK/PER DAY!!!

damn.. and i have 3 overdue book more than a week now...

grabe from 3pesos NOW 10PESOS!!!!

iba na talga pag kikita ka eh noh..
khit sasabihin nila its a form of discipline...

gosh talga..
tpos thesis pa...

kanda leche leche flash buttons ko.. grrr
website is my Toka!
but now im hvng a hard time but cge..
sabi nga ni sir Benhur...

MADALI LANG YAN!!

i believe him tho ksi i can foresee nmn na madlki lng talga
its just that matrabho..

kaya hayyy may networking pa..
kaya un muna for now time is running out..

gonna look for some work..

KAKA MISS ORG!!!!
Current Mood: [mood icon] lookin for work
Current Music: voices of my officemates talking and clicking of the keybrds

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May 31st, 2005


11:36 am - Boring!!!
Gosh wala pako 1 week but why is this department seems to be hell for me now....

I'm in a project development department in which @ 1st i was so feel like loving it...

for ei its my wish as well be into the projects of anything then now im in a real estate pa!

but damn... im so sleepy right now..

im not working on anything... im done on the list of the inventory that my boss handle me that is suppose to be done in 2 weeks but now BOOOM!!!! done, but yah to exagerated na ksi i need to visit the site again at the fort tomorrow for the confirmation of the other items that i packaged...

pero... wah!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE GOIN TO BED NA TALGA!!!

for the 3rd time my boss is late here but i guess he is been workin til l8 in the evning though ksi sir jake thought so, for he did recieved emails pa daw sa kanya at the late of the evning last nyt...

gush!!!!

now i really need more intern here!!!

i need life in this BUILDING i was ONCE LOVED!!!
Current Mood: [mood icon] "how i wish i could"
Current Music: the buzzing sound of the aircon

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December 7th, 2004


02:19 am - rejag yutico oh... rejag.... ako na ba ang next Mrs. Yutico??
I'd been thnkin' about him all day long...
but i can't express if it is tru, that we are really meant to be...
though i know he'll be mad if he figures out that i still do doubt about our relationship...
 
i'd been even remnscn a wyl ago...
how cud i be like this to him?
is it juz me? or is it something he did..? or is it really non sense at all...
 
well.. it seems that, it all started at the time i was back on school...
especially having all this quite big breaks in my life in college
then not to mention all the stressful stuffs added than the usual schooling habits  used to have and experience.
 
maybe im juz really ignoring the fact how he loves me juz like b4 and that is even growing..
but i blinded myself for all the tasks i've been bearing all along...
 
he is so wonderful...
he is that day i wished for to come and show up in my life..
but eyy!!! ethel what are you duin?? (kausapin b daw srili noh?!)
 
hayyy weird...
 
well i shared some stories to aresi yesterday wen we wer @ the LRC.
well yah, as like eric said. "wag ko nang pakawalan si jag, minsan sa isang buhay ng tao dumating ang tipong totoong nagmamahal."
hayyy then oo nga.. sobrang hindi worth ni jag to be hurt by me by duin all my stupidities..
and hayyy infairness iba na to... May God forgive me and help me as well to be on the ryt track n ulit..
 
Hndi nmn ksi kmi ganto b4, well most likely dhil rin sakin eh.. hay...
ang pinaka unang picture na pinakatitiran kong mukha nya
 
  Jagie, 06/03/2004:

What does it mean
When you use my toothbrush <--- toothbrush ko nga ginamit nya eh ahehehhe
What does it mean
When I pay for lunch with you <--- sarap ng feeling walang sumbatan, but basta salitan sa lahat ng gastos
All day all night all week and still
It don’t seem like too much <--- nagmamahalan prin ksi ang sagot...
I wear your sweater <--- ayokong magkasakit ang mahal ko
And you wear my shoes <-- actually he wears my shoes

What does it mean

When you do my laundry <--- ok lng.. kampante ako syo eh at dun prin ung feelings
How come it's OK that
You use your key to my front door <--- no comment...
You steal the blankets while we sleep <--- para lambingin mo ko ahehhe,,
I steal your last beer <--- dahil ayko ng malalasing ka ever...
But I guess that we ain’t keeping score <-- dapat lang para Ok ang lahat

This must be love <-- surely...and supposedly
Cos what else could make us
Act the way we do
Just think it through
This must be love <-- *wink wink*
I don’t think anything else could be to
blame
This must be love
i lov you
Like it or not

Cos what else could it mean

You drink my dregs of coffee
How come it's OK when
I buy you stuff with your credit card <-- wa pa sa extend na ganyan nmn mag babangko palang eh
All day all week all month and still
It don’t seem like too much
To spend a year with you won’t be too
hard <-- 8th months palang my dear dy
it will never be....... cuz i love
u..... <--- *sigh*

Current Mood: [mood icon] *sigh* nanaman
Current Music: wag na wag mong sasabihin - kitchie nadal

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November 29th, 2004


03:34 pm - "Puso nga nman oh.. "
Hayy..

Bkit gnon…



Binigay na nga ni God sakin kung ano ung matagal ko nang hinihiling but bkit binabale wala ko….

I need psychological help….



Lage ko nang nasasaktan si Jag but still he is so convinced na ako na nga…

He is even willing na mag hintay kahit anong mangyare…

Though I know masama mag sabi ng tapos..

But for mag e-8 months na na kmi..

That is what I really see in his eyes…



Last night I was with him and his family at Gatchalian. It’s fiesta ksi…

But in all occasions na magkasama kami di nawawala ang moment na panira samin…



I wonder why?? But ung asa taxi kmi..



God thank you.. nilabas ko with out thinking…

I had said it why….



Ethel: Dy, I’m sorry…

Jag: ok lang yun.. Sorry rin..

Ethel: No, it’s not simple as that… nasasaktan kita all along dahil sa bato pa ko…

Jag: what do u mean?

Ethel: Sorry talga.. now feel ko na ito ung dahilan bkit ako lageng ganyan at ganto sayo..

Bato parin puso ko… Kung baga di parin recovered sa lahat… lahat ng pain na taranasan ko b4.



Silence fills the car…



Then I asked him.. “ Anon a po? “



Jag: kaya pala.. ngayon na iintindihan ko nang lahat…



He just accepted it.. then their.. as usual.. Mahal parin nya ako…



I need to do something…. I wanna get over and have the old ethel back on track and be her again…



All because sa pag curse ko sa Ex kong sobrang minahal ko and the MU I had been with b4..

Now nadadamay tuloy si Jag..



Alam ko naming asa akin ung problema.. but I Hope matulungan narin ako ng guardian angel ko.. nang talgang magicing nko…



Sabi nga ni erik… Wag ko nang pakawalan, bihira lang ang ganong tao lalo na’t lalake…



Hayy.. how I wish mag balik ung totoong spark in my smiles sa mga pixs nmin…

like this ba..




I miss being so in love… for sure mas ok to pag na feel ko na ulit but syempre sa gusto ko nang makasama forever…


:: I LOVE JAG!!! ::

but may hindrance lang talga… help… God…

Current Mood: [mood icon] worried
Current Music: Suntok sa buwan - session Road

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October 13th, 2004


03:25 am - Nocturnal person!!!
Life is so precious that I know I can’t afford to loose it now.
Being fully committed to certain thing are really hard…

Monitoring, Mentoring, Motivating and all kinds of influencing our executive board is not that easy…

It’s just that I perceive certain goals for my organization that I can’t even as well afford to leave NOW…

This is something that I dreamed and love… but this is as well something that I didn’t expect…

Sabi nga ung sa ORDES COUNCIL  “every moment is a moment of choice”

I choose to be in this position and in these circumstances… but the bottom of it all… WALA LANG!!!!

Ahehehhe.. inaantok nko grrr hayyy mag fo-4 nnmn me nkatulog share ko lng..

NOCTURNAL NGA EH!!!

That’s all for now l8r nlng..

God Speed…
Current Mood: [mood icon] cracky to lay down now
Current Music: buzzzzz ---------

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October 12th, 2004


11:05 am - Far-fetched reality

I could really imagine Jag & I are already in our 6th month committed, though last night I once again open upped to him about my feelings that I’m getting too detached to our relationship. I don’t know if it’s a sign or want. I love him for he is so incredible but I’m not sure until to what extend is my feelings can reach.

 

He already assures himself that I am the one for him.

Entitling me as him WIFE!!! Ain’t it something? Or is it just really me?

He is so caring that my family likes him as well… Especially my dad…

But gee… wake up ETHEL!!!

 

Oh well… Happy monthsary to US Rejag Saniel Yutico

 

 

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OK now what’s with my day yesterday?

Waaaaaaaaa…. Close-Up generous ah… but I hope maging sponsor n tlga ng ComLink, CoPs and Optic View sila…

Hayyy… Thank you talga to ate NIikki Dionisio for giving us the contact.

 

I don’t know sup with yesterday for even MU gaming company invited us on their launching at the Market Market Place on November… then on October 14 on my said birthday pa Samsung with Rom & the gang

 

Hayyy… it actually made me remember my dream job… Just being a project manager and a businesswoman as well in one... bwahahahah I hope I can achieve it…

 

---------- God thank you for all the blessings you are giving us… you are so incredible talaga…

 

Anyways PS: PAPAGUPIT ME!!! la lng..


Current Mood: [mood icon] confusion --> to estatic
Current Music: jasmine trias - LOVE KO 'TO

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October 10th, 2004


05:50 pm - conFusion??
Life is really Unpredictable....

I was once happy and been inloved but so as sa point n nbroken hearted....
Now medjo stable but gee... can i just enjoy my life...???
Im so happy that i have people whom i may say are really great and so supportive...

my HOWE - who is so lovble and true to me...
ComLink EB - the people who believes in my capabilities specially for our organization
then --- OSA peeps they are one of the greatest gift God ever give me... sobrang pinaka recomendable to be friends with kung baga... (Student Leaders daw ksi bwahaha)
tapos my ader peers - who are always der even im not in need...

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but im still confused??
i know i am being loved by some people out there but why doubt and confusion still fills my head and heart... I love my HOWE for circumstances than i can't explain.. but some1 outder lifts my heart differently than i can't as well explain? geee i guess i must stop this feelin' NOW!!!

Share ko lng.. 1st entry ......
Current Mood: [mood icon] * needed to be stopped!! *
Current Music: Tamia - Falling for you

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